Training (1130a)
Make-Up From Yesterday
30 Min Row For Max Distance
*7,890m
*This was right around 1:54, didn't feel great until about 20m in. Mentally it took a little bit before I got comfortable and stopped feeling sorry for my dumbass.
Need to start getting my mind ready for some of the shit we have coming up. Body is feeling good, knee is coming along fine. The pressure isn't like I felt last year for some reason, that's a good thing. Maybe I have just managed my expectations a little better. I know that if the right events come up at Regionals than I will have as good of a shot as anyone...except Ben but other than that, I will have my chance. If the events come out and don't favor a 245# guy, then so be it. I don't have anything to prove to myself or anyone else out there. Do I want to make it to the games just as bad as the previous 4 years...sure. But if I don't become the .04 percent that make it, I am alright with that. As always though, if anyone thinks they are going to beat me, I sure hope they are willing to suffer as much as I am. I have done alot of suffering over the past 4 years of training and I have gotten little reward for all that suffering....time to cash in.
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